Updated: Nov 30, 2019
Day 5 - Tuesday
"I pray that I may be grateful for the things that I have received and do not deserve. I pray that this gratitude will make me humble". This is the opposite of where I am this morning. Woke up in pain - mentally, physically and spiritually. Have to put gratitude in my attitude before I can get going. Not always easy as it sound. I take time to thank God for all that I have didn't do anything to deserve. Today I can thank Him for this second chance to live a good life. I need to start some where... Blessing and change will follow in the way.
There are days that I still put on mask. Just like I used to do before and now I found a new life. I sometimes don't even notice that I am not trusting my higher power. I go back to what used work for me...or what I thought worked. Today I can be real. Be me in all forms. Good and bad. I am not worried about how the world view as much as I used to be. Today I know I am doing the best I can in the moment I have. Never though I could be doing so and I could actually help someone else because they might be paying attention to where and how I find inspiration to move forward. I still have the mask though but I will remove it one by one. That is something that I'm grateful for change, trust, growth, choices.
Day 5 now , wow it's been 5 days since I start this challenge and it's wonderful .I'm grateful that I started this challenge for myself and I hope it inspire all of the people around me and hope it woken the thought that there is always something to be grateful for. So fare sure I have some challenges but the reward is far greater. I'm grateful for this day and the peaceful day it been. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.